In the name of Allah , Most Gracious ,Most Merciful
Hello guys, ni haa lama tk update blog . Since July , hee .I lupa u , sorry okay . Takpe, lepasni memang dekat sini share semua cerita . Kita pergi menyorok dari semua orang , gahh. I'm not a girls that you know past time , i'm a new girl here .
Okay ,tktau nak start macamana . Aku lari kesini banyak sebab and aku bukan lari dari semua problem , bencana yang aku ada , aku bukan pengecut. Aku just belum kuat , aku penat nak lap hingus hari-2 , nak lap cecair yang keluar macam haremm ni -.- Nak jugak hidup macam biasaa, senyum sengih ketawa. Atotoo , suka nyaa. Btw lama gila aku tk ketawa gila vavi punyee :> tengok , aku sendiri yang ghinduu nak buat benda-2 aneh tu . Yelah , dulu nak buat boleh aje , ada cahaya yang dok suluh aku selalu . Sekarang takde dah , sobsob :'( tkpe lah , i still ada kawan yang good-2 punyaa . Tak gitu ?
Ouh , problem aku ni belum settle habis sebenarnya . Aku tktau nak buat ape lagi , duduk diam . Buat bodoh and so on. What a boring day , kawan dekat sini dah la takdee. Nak cerita itu ini pun kena text , call , skype. Kawan duduk jauh-2 . Aku ni macam duduk dalam hutan pulak dah -.- Ahhh , aku ni jadi manusia tak bersyukur betul. Mak , pindah bandar jom ><
Dear you :
Hey . See? i'm standing here by my own , you asked me to shut up cause you scared to see me always been sad. I'ved deactived my facebook account and my blog. I'm just begin my new life here. Hope you'll not found me. I can't but i have to , so what will happen between of us after this ? There's no more shining in my life .It's been hard . I wish you were happy with your life now . Take care of yourself darl, i'll miss you so fucking damn much . I'll always love you only in silent , i know that you hate me sooo much now only that little girl . It's okay , I won't warn the others to stay away from you. I'll keep our story in my mind . Forever and ever , i'll promise myself :') No matter what happen afterwards. Although you didn't keep your word , i just keep mine . You hear that , i never thought that i had love you so much . Grrr , kenapa ntah . I've got this feeling since long time ago and now i'm just keep only deep in my heart . please forgive me for all my mistakes.
#broken english languange
And to my superb bestie :
Hi and hi , miss you all badly . Very bad , aku rindu nak ketawa macam haremm . Aku rindu suara korang , nak peluk semua, nak nangis sama-2. thanks a lot kepada yang kuatkan semangat aku ni .Yang pinjamkan telinga , bahu , mulut . Jasamu akan ku kenang sampai bila-2 . Aku tak mampu nak balas papee, nak bawak semua pergi mcd takboleh , sempit lah -.- biar Allah je yang balas . Boleh fikir kan manusia mcmtu , aku tak kesah . tak baik aku tamak-2, dok halang kebahagiaan orang lain. Biar aku berkorban untuk kebahagiaan orang lain, kan itu pengorbanan yang paling besar. kan kan . Aku taknak buat sesapee terasa lagi . KALAU nak aku balik , meh meowmoew dengan aku =='
till then , kbai
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